[Anonymous]

#1159025

SAS, I can relate! right now in the mist of moving I’m thinking
should I keep this? or should I throw it away? Silly simple decisions
yet I can’t seem to make up my mind on anything and I become so
overwhelmed I end up doing nothing! I know it’s time to get my
rear into gear so to speak I am trying to mentally force myself
into a better and more energized frame of mine. I feel lousy and it’s
getting me no where at this point. I hope you feel better soon!
I know when I’ve accomplished my little tasks, and I WILL, I’ll feel
better too

All the beat,
Shannon.

[Anonymous]

#1054590

Hi all, this may sound trivial but I need to vent. I also need a push to get the lead out and get on with it. I’m sick and tired of being sick and tired. It’s one of THOSE days.

My little doggie seems to have pulled a muscle and we have to take her to the vet after dinner. My place of employment finished their four months of paying me disability and I have not had confirmation from the insurance company that they are taking over – and I should have heard weeks ago.

We have a party to go to tomorrow and the theme is French Riveria. I know what I can wear because we were in Monaco last year and I have a new t-shirt and a racing hat I got. But I don’t have the energy to get them out and just stand in the bedroom and stare at my dresser. I want to do my nails (have you ever put on nail polish with double vision?) so that has been put off too. I am making a gift for the couple the party is for and need to do some work on the computer in Word – I bring it up – look at it – and go back to the BB.

I would have done all these things a week ago when I was feeling “myself”. It’s the little things that get me down. Every simple little thing is such an effort these days. I just keep gravitating to the chesterfield. We are also getting some sunny days for a change and the brightness is killing my eyes.

I guess that is all for now – I feel better for having said it “out loud”. Thanks for listening.

[Anonymous]

#1159026

You know that saying “Live in Today”. Well yesterday when I vented my frustrations wasn’t such a good day.

Today I feel much better. Picked up the mail late yesterday and there was a letter from my insurance company saying they were accepting my disability claim and will be starting payments as of the date I was originally told. We took our doggie to the vet and she may have the beginnings of a disc problem (she is a miniature Dachshund) I think last week dog sitting at my sister’s when she tried to keep up to the big dogs going up and down lots of steps and many long walks that it was just too much for her. I think she is like her “mummy” and tries to accomplish things she does not feel up to just to please others!! She in now on medication and this morning she is much much better. No jumping or free running for three weeks and she should be OK. If only I could get that kind of prognosis.

Just finishing off the gift I am taking for tonight now and then will tackle the task of painting my nails with double vision.

I just have to remember “Any man can fight the battles of just one day. It is only when you and I add the burdens of those two awful eternity’s – yesterday and tomorrow that we break down. It is not the experience of today that drives men mad – it is remorse or bitterness for something which happened yesterday and the dread of what tomorrow may bring.”

Hope everyone has a good “today”. Take care all. SAS

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