Thank you Jeannette for caring, I guess the reason I feel so bad is
because my sister is the only one in my family who I am close to,even
though we are miles apart. Unlike the rest of my family she is understanding
when I’m sick and of the depression that is sometimes a part of GD.
She is my baby sister and I love her so much,it just hurts me not being
able to share her wedding day. I know it is something that will torment me
for a long time. These are the times I feel like a “failure” my sister
understands yes,but I know that it hurts her to and that makes me very sad.
Thank you again.