Dear Lisa…I relate to what you wrote…I’m in the process of ending my relationship with Ernie right now. We’ve been together for 7 years and have been thru alot, but tho’ he has a heart of gold most the time, he’s quick to anger, with horrible , ugly fits and associated violent behaviors towards me…I can’t handle it right now, but I still feel like I’m freaking out. The depression is a constant battle for me right now, even tho’ I’m taking a antidepressant…maybe not the right one. I feel so out of controll with my life right now! When it rains, it pours… Take care of yourself, and know you’re not alone with this crazy feeling.