Carol, you seem to be alot stronger then me.I felt that my looks was the one thing I could count on.I just find it so hard to look forward with optimism. I no I need a reality check, and except what fate as dealt me,maybe I’m to weak or to vain Idon’t know,But I have to start living life again,By the way what is Carbimazole? I did not see your e-mail address? it would be nice to keep in touch. Thanks, Shana.