After being told I was in remission in December and going off ATMs — I was on Tapazole for 2 1/2 years, I have just now started having hyper symptoms again — feeling wound up, anxious, irritable, can’t concentrate, memory problems, don’t sleep well. I’ve just about decided I’m an anxious person anyway, but I’m going for a checkup soon and trying to prepare for bad news.
So if it’s bad news, do I go back on Tapazole, which causes a risk of liver problems with long-term use, or do I nuke this offending gland? My biggest fear is my eyes. They’ve been so good for a long time now. It really scares me that the dryness, double vision and the change in my appearance will come back. My appearance has changed slightly but just enough that I don’t look like my old self. I’m afraid if the eye problems get worse after RAI, that I won’t recognize myself anymore.
Any advice, suggestions, words of wisdom are welcome. Thanks for listening.