My heart aches for those of you who are having such a hard time with depression, racing heart, and all the other wonderful things that come with GD. Hang in there – we hear from people who have had this for years that life does get better.
I’m trying to take my own good advice above. It seems I’ve hit a plateau with the PTU. Haven’t noticed anything getting better for a couple weeks.
Tuesday was especially trying. Work was hectic and stressful – and then my boss asked me to take on a new project. Yea – right. I really need that right now, but don’t have much choice. Then I was trying to balance the checkbook. Seems I managed to delete the mortgage payment (I keep everything on Quicken on the computer). And I thought I was doing so well keeping within the income on Christmas presents. I beat up on myself pretty bad, cried (wonderful feeling with no tears), and then read the BB postings. It helped to hear other’s encouragement and problems. Put money back in perspective.
Thanks for everyone being out there in this cyber-community!