My heart aches for those of you who are having such a hard time with
depression, racing heart, and all the other wonderful things that come
with GD. Hang in there – we hear from people who have had this for years
that life does get better.
I’m trying to take my own good advice above. It seems I’ve hit a plateau
with the PTU. Haven’t noticed anything getting better for a couple weeks.
Tuesday was especially trying. Work was hectic and stressful – and then
my boss asked me to take on a new project. Yea – right. I really need
that right now, but don’t have much choice. Then I was trying to balance
the checkbook. Seems I managed to delete the mortgage payment (I keep
everything on Quicken on the computer). And I thought I was doing so
well keeping within the income on Christmas presents. I beat up on
myself pretty bad, cried (wonderful feeling with no tears), and then
read the BB postings. It helped to hear other’s encouragement
and problems. Put money back in perspective.
Thanks for everyone being out there in this cyber-community!