Jake,
I have a higer power too!~ That is how I got through my eye radiation treatments going there all by myself physically but my spirit was not alone. I said the serenity prayer so many times when I was on the table!
It goes like this. God grant me the serenity,
To accept the things I cannot change,
Courage to change the things I can,
And the wisdom to know the difference.
There is no way I could get through all of this without my higher power!
I know in my heart that I am right where I am supposed to be with my higher powers’ plan for me and my life. I believe God does not want me to give up on resolving my health problems that is why I pray and search for answers.
You are blessed that your doctor knows of your Great Spirit!
Michele