I’ll be praying for you … but I know that seems like nothing right now.
So … I was just wondering if you have a midwife or someone with whom your are still in contact for postpartum care? Postpartum depression and thyroid are an awful mix. You are attributing your awful feelings to the thyroid … and I can’t help but wonder if maybe you need to talk with your midwife about the whole picture.
You’ll get through it . You will — because you have two beautiful kiddos who love you and need you around. In the big picture, you not doing the bazillion "mommy" things *right now* isn’t important. Even if you sit on the couch and watch movies all day with your 5yo, that counts as being there. It’s ok to do. Really . .. because at some point you won’t feel so awful and you’ll be out and about with him (them).
And maybe your endo will be back in tomorrow! ” title=”Wink” />