Hi I am very new to this site…i was diagnosed with Graves 1 year ago and have been on ptu and methimazole which the Dr. says are not working. I am now in the process of making the surgery decision and stumbled on your entry. I guess i’ve been in some sort of denial phase because ever since the Dr. told me I needed the surgery, I’ve been a mess. I really don’t know where to turn for answers or help making the decision. I am really scared. I am wondering how you are feeling now, and what helped you make the decision. Thanks for sharing your story.