Boy do I understand what you are going through. My husband and I are going to my Endo appointment tomorrow to have a lengthy “discussion” about my treatment. First, I wish I had never agreed to RAI…I have felt worse since that treatment and am not totally convinced it was the right option to take. Second, my levels are now at 37.58! I feel like a train has hit me head on. I hate looking at myself in the mirror and avoid it like the plague only to get some nurse on the phone who clearly does not care to try to get some answers on my health. Everything suffers with this disease and I wish I could tell you it gets better like some can. For me, it hasn’t. Its been one year. I wish I could get you out of your rut, but I am in one too. I will pray for us all and hopefully life gets better.