[jmorris]

in reply to: HELP!!! #1061332

i know exactly how you feel!!! its very depersonalizing, i have alot more bad days than good, at this point i actually feel like im going crazy, literally. i lost my insurance an havent had a family dr or an endo for about 1 an 1/2 yrs now. my levels havent been checked since that time, i have to go to the er for my meds, when i can afford them, im having so many symptoms at this point im beginning to wonder if im imagining someof the symptoms im having, severe severe mood swings, im not a mean or violent person normally, but lately i feel like i lose all self control, even have feelings of just wanting to hurt someone which is very scarey to me. the insomnia is so bad i go days with no sleep at all, then will crash, my hair is coming out, my skin is so dry its scally, i have severe anxiety, depression, sore painful muscles all over my body, severe migranes, u name it i feel it. i feel so alone because my family an husband does not understand wat im going through which makes me feel even crazier, i feel like i have completely lost myself, everyday is another day of unbarable pain, nervousness, & a million other things, i despertly need some help either through support or something more aggressive. im at my wits end an dont knw where to go from here. its like im ready to break down, i have no control over wat is happening to mean feel like im maybe being a lil paranoid……….i need answers an i need my family an husband to understand wat im going thru, any suggestions anyone?

[jmorris]

in reply to: Need advice please! scary doc call :( #1061738

i found out a few yrs ago that i had graves disease, due to lack of knowledge at that time, i had it for a long time before it was found. i had my thyroid removed in 2004, thinking that i would be better, only to find out i now have severe thyroid disease, this past yr i have noticed several symptoms, one of which is SEVERE MOOD SWINGS, I WILL BE LAUGHIN AN HAPPY ONE MINUTE THEN DOWN AN CRYIN IN A MATTER OF SECONDS, OR HAPPY TO MAD ANGRY IRRITABLE, I FEEL LIKE im on a constant roller coaster that i cant get off of, insomnia has become so regular i dont sleep much at all, but my angry outbursts loose of all self control, i think is the hardest for me, i snap so quick over such small things that would not bother the average person, paranoia is another thing. what makes me so angry that i lose all self control, i dont mean too im not a violent person at all, it is causing alot of problems in my marriage, havent been married a yr an he is ready to walk out because my mood swings are so severe an out of control…..I DESPERTLY NEED HELP IN UNDERSTANDING HOW TO PREVENT IT IF AT ALL POSSIABLE, OR AT LEAST A BETTER WAY TO DEAL WITH IT!!!!!!! PLEASE HELP!!!!!

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