Thank you so much for all your advice and time to read and respond to my post. I am really greatful I have found this site, I think it will really help me get through this with people that REALLY understand my thoughts and reactions. I went through this "why me" phase but reading all these post’s really have opened my eyes to see it could be worse and it’s not just ‘why me’. I again thank you it really gave me a reassuring attitude that in time this can be a past and I have a bright future ahead of me even with this disease.
God Bless everyone in these tough times.