wow those two posts helped me a bit ill keep informed this stuff is just a pain and people have been doin nothing but causing more stress since they dont understand it at all
and i unfortunately have a short fuse
i try to control it so usually instead of acting on it i just imagine what i want to do to them in my mind…
any way
ill see what i can do about talking to someone because i know its not healthy but when i talk about this i feel so weird