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    Well my Endo just called me back. She said that there is no reason to test the pituitary gland and that the jump from 0.39 to 3.82 is not a cause for concern and the nurse from my Primary care office had no right to tell me that she had never seen a TSH move so quickly. She said what do I want to do? I said what do you think I should do… I feel better when I am on the lower end of the TSH range. I asked her if her other patients complained of experiencing symptoms when there levels are ‘normal’ and she said her patients felt fine when they are within normal limits. I told her I have ready studies and blogs from Thyroid patients who are Euthyoid and that they still felt symptoms. She said Thyroid patients tend to blame their symptoms or everything they are feeling on their Thyroid when if it is normal range, the thyroid is not the issue so it must be something else. She said she is not familiar with any studies that say otherwise. I asked her about the lab range and the latest change from the American Association of Clinical Endocrinologist and she said this change is not been accepted and that it has been controversial for years. I also told her about my weight gain… which I understand I have been inactive but it’s because I have been so fatigued. She told me I cannot blame my thyroid. I wasn’t trying to blame my thyroid, but was just looking for support and her professional opinion. She told me she had to go because she had to see patients. The whole conversation felt like someone was trying to prove a point to me rather than give me health care and treatment. I’m very down about this. I hear conflicting information from every angle. She said I have 2 options, we could cut back to a lower dose of methiamazole or I could stop taking it. She made no effort to tell me that people will feel different when their TSH is at different points on the reference range. According to her, if you are normal… you should feel fine. Now I’m back where I started… feeling crazy and like a hypochondriac. I guess I’m going to stop taking my Tapazole because I felt better when my TSH was lower. Any words of encouragement or advice would be greatly appreciated.

    Thanks in Advance
    -B :shock:

    BMSol
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    My nurse at my primary care office faxed their lab results to my Endocrinologist. The problem is…each lab is using a different reference range. And both labs are using a different reference range than what I have read is the most recent range according to the American Association of Clinical Endocrinologist. In 2003, they changed TSH range to 0.3 to 3.0. My primary care’s reference range for TSH is 0.35-5.5 and my Endo’s referenance range is 0.4-4.20. The nurse from my Endocrinolgost office just called me and told me that my labs where in normal range and that it was nothing to be concerned with. I said I just started that medicine 2 weeks ago and my TSH last month was 0.39 and now it is 3.82. And depending on which reference range you are looking at I could be ‘normal’ or hypothyroid now. I tried to ask the nurse this and she said she didn’t know how each labs deteremine’s what reference range they use. I said well that’s very important since if you use the 2003 changed range I would have been ‘normal’ when my TSH was 0.39 and shouldn’t have started the Tapazole. Now, according to this new range, I am hypothyroid. I felt best when I had a lower TSH and I now I feel very tired again. They did not mention anything about testing the pituitary and just told me the rapid change in TSH was directly due to the medicine and not to be concerned. I’m very confused. 2 labs, 2 different references ranges, new 2003 reference range-each one changing the outcome of my treatment. Which range do I use? I am very frustrated. I feel all over the place. I don’t trust how I’m feeling anymore because it seems that how I’m feeling contradicts what my labs are. And this new Endo is so busy and doesn’t seem concerned about anything but the numbers. I left one Endo because of that exact reason. I just want my energy back… I just want my self back. I research and try to figure out what’s best for me but I am at a loss right now. I broke down this morning and started crying because a pair of jeans I was wearing just 2 weeks ago where very tight when I put them on. I know that’s not the end of the world but for a person who’s been athletic and active there whole life and everything seems to be spiraling out of control and i can’t seem to get a straight answer from anyone-it’s just wearing me down. Do I trust how I feel or the labs? Do I trust my Endo or my primary care? My primary care has been much more supportive and understanding then my Endo has ever been. I’ve only seen her once during this whole ‘lets see if I’m in remission escapade because she didn’t feel that any appointments where necessary. All the while my labs are bouncing all around…and I’m feeling it. At least I think I am… Help! :cry:

    BMSol
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    Thank you ALL for your suggestions! I really appreciate and consider them all. It means so much to have individuals reply who understand.
    Interesting enough later that day that I had originally wrote this… my endo had someone from her office call me back again to tell me NONE of my symptoms I expressed to her are related to my thyroid since my labs are in ‘normal’ range (since earlier that day when I received the initial result I told the person in the office that I wasn’t feeling well-she must have told the Endo so I was getting a return call). Well we started talking and I expressed that I was upset that my endo was not the one calling me back after I expressed that I wasn’t feeling well and I was concerned that we were going to wait 3 months for more bloodwork and told her I was wondering why I have never had an Radioactive Iodine Uptake test done ever. She said well- that’s bc you have normal lab values and you have no problems with your thyroid and do not have a thyroid issue. I told her Lady (as politely as I could be :twisted: ) I have Grave’s disease and we took me off my meds and we are trying to see if I have achieved remission. She says "Ohhhhhh I hadn’t realized that. So sure- do you want me to have her take your labs next month and do a full thyroid panel?" Just shocking that the person who called me back to make sure I knew my symptoms had NOTHING to do with my thyroid hadn’t even picked up my chart to see who she was calling or have a clue what she was telling me. And then I have to tell them to run a full thyroid panel! I’m not the Dr. I don’t know what to do here-I don’t know if it’s necessary I just figured I’d ask my Dr. if we should!! Anyway, just wanted to share that bc I find it very sad how impersonal and unprofessional and poor medical treatment can be for Grave’s patients. But I am becoming my own advocate more and more. I have read some very interesting studies today… One for example- "A literature review in 2006, whilst noting methodology issues in the consistency of Graves’ disease diagnostic criteria, found many reports about residual complaints in patients who were euthyroid after treatment with a high prevalence of anxiety disorders and bipolar disorder, as well as elevated scores on scales of anxiety, depression and psychological distress". This is just one of many pieces of evidence I have read explaining the complexities of Grave’s disease and how so many factors determine how you feel even after you have acheived remission. I just find it hard to believe a Dr. can have someone call me and tell me nothing I am feeling has anything to do with my thyroid-even if I am in remission (which I hope I am) when there is so much evidence suggesting otherwise. Guess I will just keep reading reputable sources and teaching myself bc I am learning to trust how I feel and what this disease is all about. Even it took me 5 years to put it all together… Thanks again to everyone for responding!!! Hope everyone is feeling well!

    BMSol
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    Thank you all for your advice and sharing your experiences. I did go into the appointment with a very specific list of questions and symptoms I had been documenting. The new Endo was very quick to dismiss my inability to sleep or my shortness of breath, high heart rate, dropping things and irritability and basically told me if my lab values came back normal we cannot associate ANY of these symptoms I’m feeling to my Graves disease (even though they are the exact same symptoms that lead me to the diagnosis of Graves). I have taken everyone’s opinions into consideration and they have really helped me in making my decision so thank you! I do feel this Endo had her own agenda. I feel that patient care and treatment plans, especially when dealing with thyroid issues, needs to be highly individualized. I don’t think she was listening to what I was saying or how I was feeling, she was only concerned about what the lab values were telling her. She took me off my Methimazole based on lab work from 6 months ago bc it was in normal range back then instead of waiting to get the results back and moving forward from there. Since it has been 5 years, I am willing to go off my medicine and see if I’m in remission. I think it is worth the risk to see. But if I am not in remission, and I have been controlled by a low dose of ATDs, I just don’t see the negative evidence that supports me doing something as drastic as removal or RAI. I’m not even sure why she would suggest it so quickly after meeting me one time and not asking me how I felt about it. She literally told me that was our game plan and that’s that. To me, if my labs are in normal range and controlled by ATDs but I’m just experiencing occasional symptoms and up’s and downs, why not continue with what is working and just maybe tweak my dose by 5 mg or supplement my dose with a prescription sleep aid or an anti-depressant. I’m certainly not looking to be pumped full of pills but I’m sure we might be able to get these symptoms controlled, my lab values in range and quite easily without the RAI or removal. So if I am not in remission and I go back and that is still her game plan after I voice my concerns I will once again be looking for another endocrinologist. After reading everyone’s posts, I am learning to trust myself and what I am feeling. I need to remember that I am not crazy or making this stuff up. I have been dealing with this for 5 years you would think by now I would trust myself but having a professional look at you and tell you every symptom you thought you were feeling related to your disease is not from your disease at all is quite disheartening. Especially since they are the same symptoms I feel when I am hyperthyroid. It’s easy to just start thinking you’re nuts and it’s all in your head. But it’s not-I’m not a hypochondriac or out searching for attention I just want to feel normal and like myself. Thanks again for all your comments and feedback and it truly does help greatly to get input from others who know exactly how I am feeling!
    Have a great day!
    B

    BMSol
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    Wow, reading this today is a huge help… Just having others who understand. You put all my thoughts and feelings into words. Thank you. Everyday I feel like I have to explain myself to my boyfriend, family, and co-workers. It feels like all I do is complain and talk about my disease, but if I don’t explain my irrational emotional behavior or why I am so quick tempered or slurring and jumbling my words then it’s like they forget I have this stupid disease. (Now I am not perfect and know sometimes-it’s just me and people get moody and down sometimes-it’s life…but for the most part I am very in tune when I am having a ‘bad day’ related to my Graves.) I am 29 and have had Graves for 5 years now and have gone up and down with my levels bc sometimes I get mad and think it’s all in my head and get off my Tapazole only to be reminded that I do in fact need it. Sometimes it’s easy to get so wrapped up in the symptoms that I start thinking I have made it up in my head… but I know I haven’t. The other challenge is I look very healthy, I luckily don’t battle any eye, hair or skin issues. I run 5-8 miles 2-3 times a week, but I force myself to do this. On the outside, this makes me look like I am a very healthly individual (And trust me, I know I am blessed to be able to do this!!!) But It’s almost like I have to argue my case to people to let them know I am not ok sometimes. I have had a seemingly reoccurence of my classic symptoms currently, rapid heart rate, irritablity, bowel issues, dropping things, lack of concentration, jumping out of my skin feelings and brain fog so I am guessing something is going on (I am changing endos next month). But then people see me head to the gym or go for a run but then not show for work 2 days later bc I am so anxious and just out of it and moody and exhausted and I look like a liar. But I promise more than anything I am not lying nor looking for sympathy, just understanding. Sorry, I am just rambling now-your post just really touched me. Graves has put me in such a difficult position. I was raised to be very tough-and now all I feel like I do is whine so people understand I am not being mean to them or emotional or not listening because I want to be! These behaviors are not me!!! Grrrrrrrrrrrrrr!!!! And I especially hate to complain considering my life is full of soo many blessings.
    I hope you and everyone are feeling well.

    BMSol
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    Stargazer…thank you for sharing your story! And everyone for that matter. To me, there is nothing worse than leaving your Endo appointment almost in tears because he tells you all these symptoms you feel can’t be caused by your thyroid because ‘it doesn’t work that way’ and ‘if the labs are normal-it’s not your thyroid’. It’s terrible to made out to be a hyporchondriac when that’s the last thing you are trying to be. I’m not looking for things to complain about- I just want options on how to handle/deal with/treat my persistant symptoms. Anyway, you have all given me insight and wisdom and most of all encouragement!!

    -B

    BMSol
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    I haven’t been able to check these posts as I have been out of town with work and of course overwhelmed with life as we all are!! But it is so nice to log in and have other individuals who understand where I am coming from make comments back and share their experiences… so just wanted to say a quick thank you!

    Also, over the past few weeks….I have recently starting reading about the thyroid. I am currently reading "Graves Disease: A Practical Guide" by Elaine Moore and "Living well with Graves’ disease and hyperthyroidism : what your doctor doesn’t tell you– that you need to know" by Mary J. Shomon. I cannot explain to you the amount of insight I have gained from just beginning to read these books. I have a Bachelor’s degree in Nutrition/Exercise Physiology so I have a basic understanding of how the body functions (I do not practice currently and am in a different field now so unfortunately you definitely lose what you don’t use!) So as I read these books, I am starting to piece together my symptoms and begin to make sense of this disease and how INDIVIDUAL the treatment must be. I have decided to changed endocrinologist as I don’t feel he is treating me and my disease fairly. I suggest everyone become actively involved in their own treatment plan. While I feel it is the responsibility of the Endocrinologist to educate me to the best of his ability…I also think we need to educate ourselves.
    Have so much more to say but must run…hope everyone is feeling well!

    Have a great week!
    -B

    BMSol
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    Thank you so much for your advice. I will start keeping a more detailed daily log of my symptoms…but I have already been monitoring the ‘bad days’ and I, too, noticed they would occur the week before my period. I brought this up to my Dr. at my appointment yesterday and he immediately told me the thyroid has nothing to do with those symptoms and does not function that way…and that the symptoms were probably related to PMS. He stated that if I am taking my medicine as instructed…my levels would not fluctuate due to my menstrual cycles to the point to which I would experience symptoms. But what I am experiencing are my hyper symptoms…I am probably experiencing PMS as well but PMS doesn’t explain my rapid heart rate, heat flashes, shortness of breath and trouble concentrating. They are my classic hyper symptoms and since I have begin monitoring them for the past 3 months, they have become consistenly noticeable right before my menstrual cycle. You mentioned the individual who told their Dr. this…that their Dr. showed concern-and mine told me they were unrelated. I am just confused and thinking of changing Endo’s bc mine does not explain anything to me or give me any treatment options. I am not looking for more medicine or anything like that…I just would like my Dr. to tell me what all is involved in my disease and if the symptoms are just something I have to deal with then I will. Does anyone know if the menstrual cycle has an affect on Thyroid function/Grave’s Disease? And when he would tell me it’s not my thyroid…I did ask ‘what is it then’ and he said I should go ‘see a lung guy’. He didn’t refer me to anyone or give me any direction. My Dr. makes me feel like I am searching for their to be something wrong with me when in fact it’s the opposite. I am just frustrated and venting…thanks!

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