I just put in for disability retirement after fighting this disease for over 25 years. My retirement advisor called yesterday and got the documents from my dr. His statement was “doesn’t look like anything to require disability.” Need less to say, I am VERY upset. I am in an overactive state right now and find it hard to cope with the physical,mental, and psychological aspects. This has blown me away. I am feeling guilty for having to quit work and reducing the income in the house. I am at the lowest right now. I am afraid we will have to give up our house, etc. BUT – I cannot work anymore and try and contend with this disease. I have cried all morning and get angry that I let myself get so out of control. Don’t know what to do next.