Morning Paula,
The mind thing will get better! Jake was like a major space cadet for a while, sitting like a zombie at his desk, unable to work, etc. He had this off and on for about 2 years. I can’t say that yours will or won’t last this long, just that this was the course Jake’s took. If you’d like to talk, give me a call later today(after Noon edt) and I willbe glad to chat with you! You are not crazy, just have graves!
Regards and a hug,
JAN