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I am new here but sadly not to Graves. Will try to condense as much as possible hitting high points. I am now 53. Dx’d with Graves in July 2002/RAI Aug 2002/6 mo PTU/2nd Round RAI May 2003/3 eyelid surgeries 2004,06,07… have been on levoxyl, synthroid, armour, cytomel…currently on 137mcg synthroid. TSI levels keep rising and endo says last resort is TT. Surgeon is doing research because he said he has never had a patient with issues like mine. Did I mention I also have pretibial myxedema and thyroid atrophy (spelling not correct but it is condition of fingernails clubbing) to add in the mix resulting in what one dr says is known as Graves Triad. I call it a living nightmare. This week surgeon told me I was too invested in this disease as I am constantly studying to try to find the slightest glimmer of hope. He said I might oughta "talk to someone". I think he thinks I am a crazy person. Sadly he is right. My physical and emotional reactions to this disease have cost me dearly..my marriage of 20 yrs (ex said he thought I had become a crazy B____ and said "this thyroid thing was just a cop out"). every aspect of my life WEIGHT, eyes, skin, SANITY, memory,outside portion of eyebrows fell out, fatigue is overwhelming, good nights sleep nonexistent, heartrate constantly up and down…I could go on and on and on but you get the picture.
Guess what I am asking is can anybody shed any light as to why I can’t seem to level out. Will TT help or hurt? Has anyone experienced Graves with all these issues constantly. Am I TOO invested? I really want a life again, experience happiness, ENERGY, love, but all seems lost.
Sorry for long post just looking for some guidance.
Thank you.Hi, Paula, and welcome to the Board.
First off, I am really sorry you have had such a horrid time. Having wonky thyroid levels is bad enough, but when you get the pretibial myxedema AND the thyroid acropachy as well, you have been dealing with a lot of issues all at once.
Obviously, nobody here is going to be able to tell you for sure why you haven’t been able to get to a sustained level of replacement hormone. I will make some comments about "possibilities," and try to give you some insights — which you may already know since you have been doing research all these years. Nevertheless, sometimes something new might occur.
Typically, getting balanced out on hormone replacement requires a major amount of patience. Getting to the right level of replacement does NOT make you feel instantly good again. Some folks expect the pill to be a bit magical that way — i.e. if I am taking the right amount, why don’t I feel well? So, if I don’t feel well, I must not be taking the right amount. This type of thinking can actually slow down your recovery. But more about that later. The thing is that having wonky levels of thyroid hormone throws off all of the body’s cell systems. Some damage can occur (muscles for example: we lose muscle mass and it takes time AT normal levels of hormone for muscle to return), so we can feel weak/tired even though we’re at the proper level if our bodies haven’t had enough time to HEAL.
So, how can it sometimes throw off our recovery if we expect too much, too soon? A real problem develops if we get our blood tests too frequently. The TSH — which is what most of our doctors look at to see if we are at the right level of replacement — can take a long time to properly register our hormone levels. It’s a "running average" of sorts, so until you allow weeks to pass (typically a minimum of six weeks, but three months is better), you may not get the proper Final Answer. If you get tested too soon, and the full effects of a dose change are not reflected in the test, you could make a correction that would make things worse, not better — I think it’s a bit like putting yourself ona hormonal roller coaster.
Another problem can result from taking other medications/vitamin supplements/supplements too close to the time you take your replacement hormone in the morning. You should take the replacement on an empty stomach, first thing in the morning, with a glass of water, and then wait AT LEAST a half hour before having breakfast. You should not take any vitamins or other supplements for about FOUR hours. There are minerals and elements in food and vitamins and supplements that can block the absorption of your replacement hormone, so consistently doing one thing (ie taking it first thing in the morning, etc.) can assure you that you are not, inadvertantly causing fluctuations in the amount of replacement that is absorbed. The main issue is being completely consistent about what you are taking when, and what you are eating, and how soon after, etc. The easiest way to accomplish the consistency is to take the replacement hormone all by itself, on an empty stomach, first thing in the morning and give it time to start being absorbed into the blood.
I hope these suggestions help a bit. They may be totally unrelated. But I do hope you are feeling better soon.
Thank you ever so much for your reply. Yeah I take synthroid about 4am each morn all by itself. Only have bloodwork done at 6-8 week intervals. What info can you give on TSI levels? This seems to be the unmanagable issue as much as hyper TSH levels which I think is med driven in an effort to control TSI which isn’t working. Will TT help or make bad matters worse?
Thank you for you kindness to me.If your doctor believes that your inability to find a stable level of thyroid hormone is due to remaining thyroid tissue that is fully functioning, I would just hope that you’d have another uptake scan to make sure that’s true before having surgery. If it’s true and you do have remaining thyroid tissue, then any antibodies in your bloodstream could mess with your thyroid hormone levels, and removing the thyroid would take that possibility away. If it’s not, then there may be something else going on, and that should be investigated. An uptake/scan should give you confirmation at least, which would be comforting prior to having surgery.
As far as the antibody levels, now that is probably the holy grail of Graves’ research ~ why, why why do they rise and fall, and how can we control that? As far as I know, we haven’t got that information yet. We do know that when the antibodies are present, we can sometimes keep them "quieter" if our system is kept in a quiet state overall. In other words, when we have violent reactions to things in our life, we stimulate the immune system, which usually jumps into action by activating the antibodies we’ve developed against disease during our lives. In a normal person, that’s like rallying all the troops to figure out what’s going on and fix it. When we’ve developed antibodies that attack our own healthy tissues, those are also activated, and that increases our worst autoimmune symptoms. Unfortunately, we can’t always control what’s going on around us, and violent reactions are unavoidable, at least to certain situations. To the extent we can, we need to hold ourselves steady, but also allow ourselves to be human, and just understand the consequences. So when we’ve had a very tough day, or really bad news, we might want to be extra gentle on ourselves that night ~ limit other activities and things that will take more resources. But as far as the levels of antibodies and controlling their rise and fall, the science is still lacking. They’re working on it, I can tell you that, but in the meantime, we just need to manage what we can. I do hope you find some success in your treatment soon, and I’m so glad you found us. We’re having a conference in San Diego in a couple of weeks ~ it’d be great if you are able to join us!
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Sorry to hear that you have to fight so hard to be well.Ive been doing the same for 17 yrs. I would really love to hear about any info you might have re thyroid acropachy, Ive known that i have it for about a year but cant seem to find a doc. that knows about it or has treated it.I have a history of graves finally had thyroid removed after 2 rai. history of ted also. Had orbital decompression muscle and lid surgeries.
Hope we can some how help each other.
wendyHello Wendy!
I read your post just as I was walking in to church last night and immediately said WOW! I then said a quick prayer for you and your sufferings with this disease. I, like you, know little about the acropathy other than I have ugly fingers! The very first endo I saw as he introduced himself to me took me by the hand and in the same breath said Hello, I am Dr. so & so, how long have your fingers looked like this and how long have your eyes been bulging? Other endos observe my hands but are more interested into the oddity of the rest of the stuff (i.e. continued TSI levels elevating). I will look for the info I’ve dug up and get back to you. I will pm you with my info. This is a refreshing sight. I have felt like I’ve been on a deserted island for so many years. Thank you ever so much for your post.One thing you need to know, Paula, is that there is nothing that regulates those TSI levels in any safe way. Yes, there are drugs which could lower the TSI levels, but they would suppress the entire immune system making us more likely to become very ill with something that normally the body would have fought off. Flu for example, or pneumonia could become a really dire threat in someone who has suppressed immune system due to medications. So it makes little point for us to pay attention to TSI — especially if we’ve already removed our thyroids. Those TSI levels will rise and fall throughout our lives for no well-understood reason. And there are alternative, safer treatments for us than immune system suppression for our problems.
Bobbi thank you for the reply. Actually you’ve told me more info on tsi levels than anyone (docs included ) have told me. One question… is there a possibility tsi will still continue to attack eyes after TT or can surgey supress or lessen attacks? Just looking for validation on surgery. Don’t want to make bad matters worse. Thanks again.
I have no information that suggests that having a total thyroidectomy would prevent the eye disease from occurring or, if it is already present, prevent it from worsening. You body has already created the antibodies that are running amok. Some folks even suggest that the eye disease is a "separate" (i.e. different antibodies) autoimmune.
hi everyone good wishes to all.
Regarding ted and acropachy there is a receptor in the blood (sorry cant remember what its called)but the endo can test for it. This receptor causes all the swelling with both ted and acropachy. And when it comes to acropachy its not really swelling, It is new soft tissue and bone growth. The bone growth will show up on x-ray. And as of now the docs really dont know how to treat this. But there is always hope.
Feel well
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