Thanks for responding. Before I found this B.B. I thought I was losing
my mind. I was so depressed and then I was feeling guilty about thinking
about it all the time. I am not at all happy that anyone else is going
through this, but at the same time it is comforting knowing that I am not
alone. I do cry alot, but I try to hide it especially from my three kids
They are 6yrs and under and I don’t want to scare them.
So for now I am trying to be more positive.