Glad you got ahold of Jake and you are doing better.
I have one observation tho I’m gonna express and you may not like it or get it very well but I’m going to say it out of my concern for you.
You have a major illness called Graves’ disease. You are SICK with it (you don’t need me to tell you that really do you!). Let yourself BE SICK. Everything you say is, I don’t wanna be sick, I hate this, I wanna feel better, etc etc etc. YOU ARE ILL, LET YOURSELF BE ILL. Quit fighting so hard, it will drive you bananas!!! Go with the flow man, follow the track the train is already on. But DO take care of Steve. The hell with what some other people think.
Keep talkin!!!! Love, Bruce